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Sunday, July 10, 2011

I want to wrap my arms and legs around you.
Hold me up as if I'm light as a feather.
Hug me and carry me away.
I wonder if that is how it feels to be swept off my feet.
I'll never know because I'm too heavy for that.
You'll just have to find another way to make me feel that way.

Oh wait, you already do that.
In the mornings, your hellos hold my hand and leads me through your day.
Occasionally in the afternoons, that says I haven't forgotten about you.
In the middle of the nights, daylight comes, I really don't want to leave you.
You sweep me up all the time but I still want to feel it physically.
I guess I'll have to wait for that feeling till we meet.


Friday, June 17, 2011

It feels like a hole in me. It used to be filled with... things that made life good.
How do I fill this hole? And what do I fill it with to make it good again?
I've tried shades of red, blue, pink, white, green, cyan.
Round apples, beach balls, tennis balls, water balloons.
Sweet and tangy cold ices that make you happy it's so good.
Keep filling it with breezy cool winds that make you say "ahh"
Put some more laughs, smiles, and some quiet time together.
But it's not the same. Fill it up fast but drains out faster.
I'm not sure how to be filled again but when I see you, I feel at ease.
I am calm, warm, happy, filled to the brim with... you.
Is this the only way for me to feel right?
I don't know what else I can do but I know I don't want to let this go.


Saturday, February 26, 2011

expectations are shoved up my nose and in my mouth. i can't breathe.
expressions can't be seen or heard or won't be heard. listen to me.
experience is lacking in coping with this ambush. what to do.
excuses are not what i'm looking for. just be earnest.
exterminate the source of suffering. it won't happen.
exile is the course of punishment for being me.


Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Spiraling tumbling
feeling lost
in an
invisible rift
of our
blending colors
and scent
and temperature.
The color
of balance
is split
into yes
or no,
1 or
not 2.
The smell
of peace
now smothers
the nose
with odorless
towering landslides.
the temperature
has gone
from pure
heart racing
to sheer
heart exploding.


Friday, February 11, 2011

i feel the air press against my face, it feels free and refreshing but the pressing makes it so i can't breathe. the air dries my eyes and forces me to close so i can't see. the air keeps coming and blocks out all other sounds from my ears so i can't hear.
the water is flows and presses my face. it feels cool and vitalizing but the flowing makes it so i can't breathe. the water distorts my sight, everything is blurry so i can't see. the water warps all sounds, perhaps voices, i can't hear.
i can't breathe, i can't see, i can't hear, but i need more to keep me alive.



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